決定

我總于做了個決定。我和他的事情總于做了個了斷。我和他依然是朋友。因為這件事我更清楚我心里愛的人是誰。所以我決定等他回來大馬。雖然分隔兩地，我對他的感情依然一樣。而且越來越愛他。SAM,我好想你啊！我也決定去追求我的夢想。所以，往后的路我該怎么走我已經能看到了。我想謝謝一直在我身邊自持和鼓勵我的朋友。我會堅持下去決不后悔我做的決定。加油！加油！

不想再痛

我已经决定要跟他说明一切。我不想再把事情拖下去。不管他会给什么反应我，我都会去接受。有可能他会拒绝我，但是我还是会用我最大的勇气告诉他我喜欢他。我不想好像以前那样把自己弄到疲倦和心痛。我知道我身边的朋友们会支撑我。我这次做这个决定是我不想再有任何的痛特别是心痛。我要坚强！加油！加油！

Decision

This few weeks because of him i eat less sleep not well but also because of what he said i can be so happy.I think what i want to do and say i already do it.Now only wait for his reaction and i think in this period i maybe will stay not too close to him as i need some spaces to think about my feeling and our relationship more clearly.By the way,i really don’t know what he is thinking now and what he want and i feel he is trying to escape facing this problem.Never mind because sooner or later he also need to give the answer.Hope he will think clearly about it.Altough i maybe being desolate to him but my heart still have that warm to him.Hope he will get what i mean and the message that i’m trying to let him know.