Life in Singapore

i have been in singapore for one and half month.i aledi use to the life here.i sleep early and wake up early,really 180 degree change from the life i use to be before.the transportation here are very convenience.everything here to me is new.one of the reason came here is i don't want to get related with him anymore eventhough the things surrounding but how i avoid is still get close to me.i need to make clear everything when i really get to meet with him.for sam,he already back to ipoh.now my feeling towards him is just friend nothing more than that as i don't what the decision he will make and i don't want to get long in the same way anymore.now i get the job and i hope everything will go on well and smooth here.hope all my friends are going well too.i need to be tough.gambateh!!!

复杂的心情

我最近的心情不知道怎样的。我就快要离开家乡到新加坡去呢。我真的有点舍不得走，但是我已经决定了。最近我一直想他们两个人。SAM已经有一段时间没打给我啦。不知道他在英国还好吗。我和得德也是有一段时间没联络了。不知道他过得好吗。虽然我知道我可以找得德，但是我怕我看到他我会控制不了我的情绪。不管怎样日子还是要过下去。希望到了新的地方，一切就会有新的开始。我好想念他们两个人。好想听到他们的声音和看见他们的脸孔。i miss you.