心情

最近因為他心情變的有點亂。因為我愛想東西所以有時候會糊思亂想。我真的好想他。我真的不知道我做錯了什么。他至少也讓我知道發生什么事情。我不想一直心情不穩定因為情緒如果超過極限我會崩潰。那時候的我已經不是我。我不想這樣。我該怎么做？

很想他

我好想阿SAM。虽然几天没聊天好像很久。思念真的会让人辛苦但是当你知道他心里有你，那就会自然的开心。这种幸福的感觉不是每个人都能体会到。经过那么多事情之后，我清楚的知道我的心真的只有他。好想每天有他得陪伴但是怎样都要点私人空间。我想着我是不是要出去找他和他一起在那边赚钱。真的好想好想他。I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!

決定

我總于做了個決定。我和他的事情總于做了個了斷。我和他依然是朋友。因為這件事我更清楚我心里愛的人是誰。所以我決定等他回來大馬。雖然分隔兩地，我對他的感情依然一樣。而且越來越愛他。SAM,我好想你啊！我也決定去追求我的夢想。所以，往后的路我該怎么走我已經能看到了。我想謝謝一直在我身邊自持和鼓勵我的朋友。我會堅持下去決不后悔我做的決定。加油！加油！

不想再痛

我已经决定要跟他说明一切。我不想再把事情拖下去。不管他会给什么反应我，我都会去接受。有可能他会拒绝我，但是我还是会用我最大的勇气告诉他我喜欢他。我不想好像以前那样把自己弄到疲倦和心痛。我知道我身边的朋友们会支撑我。我这次做这个决定是我不想再有任何的痛特别是心痛。我要坚强！加油！加油！

Decision

This few weeks because of him i eat less sleep not well but also because of what he said i can be so happy.I think what i want to do and say i already do it.Now only wait for his reaction and i think in this period i maybe will stay not too close to him as i need some spaces to think about my feeling and our relationship more clearly.By the way,i really don’t know what he is thinking now and what he want and i feel he is trying to escape facing this problem.Never mind because sooner or later he also need to give the answer.Hope he will think clearly about it.Altough i maybe being desolate to him but my heart still have that warm to him.Hope he will get what i mean and the message that i’m trying to let him know.

我做错了吗？

是不是我太小气呢？可以为了他不回我的短信而对他不理不睬。最近都没跟他说话，心理觉得闷闷的。他也不理我。我不是他谁干吗要发脾气。我越来越讨厌自己。为什么自己会变成这个样子？是我做错了吗？我真的是个大笨蛋，大傻瓜。我只希望他快乐就好，所有的痛苦我都愿意承担。有谁能告诉我，我是不是真的做错了？

是不是我想太多？

是不是我太小气呢？可以为了他不回我的短信而对他不理不睬。最近都没跟他说话，心理觉得闷闷的。他也不理我。我不是他谁干吗要发脾气。我越来越讨厌自己。为什么自己会变成这个样子？是我做错了吗？我真的是个大笨蛋，大傻瓜。我只希望他快乐就好，所有的痛苦我都愿意承担。有谁能告诉我，我是不是真的做错了？

该怎么做？

我最近在不知不觉中喜欢上一位男生。我好想知道他是怎样想。有时候我感觉到他好像对我有意思，有时候却不是。我好想跟他说我喜欢他，却没有勇气。同时间之下又有一位男生想追求我。我该怎么做？现在表白好像不是好时间，但是我又帕自己会错过这段感情。面对感情我就像个笨蛋一样，好像林俊杰和金莎唱那首歌（笨蛋)一样。幸福应该去争取，但是我不能因为我不想勉强人。该怎么做才是最好呢？

CNY feeling

After this chinese new year,i think i need start on with my plan.This few years i waste many things on other things and i think now is time for me to do the things that i like.i really love music and because of that i start to write lyrics.this cny let me know more of myself.i miss many of my frens so much.some i have meet and some don't.i just hope what i wish this year i come especially my dream towards music or acting.

A crush on someone feel

喜歡你

天天想著會再見到你嗎
而電話還靜得無聲無息
孤單中我仍呆呆傻傻
在黑暗裡面對著寂寞
好想每天夢到　和你牽手慢步
有一種甜蜜的感覺
我感覺得到　卻擁有不到
那真的讓心情沮喪
感覺已經充滿心裡　
卻開不了口
我說得多麼清楚
只願你能明白得到
想念你　想見你
想說喜歡你
我只有純情
又感到害怕
我只有真誠
又沒有哪勇氣
只因擔心拒絕害怕受傷
希望你會明瞭諒解
想念你　想見你
想說喜歡你
我好想放棄
但不想後悔
我也許單戀
卻是真心真意
會守約承諾守候夢想　（想看著你笑陪著你老）
那你會喜歡我嗎　（那你會喜歡嗎）（我喜歡了你）


This is the song lyric that I wrote when I fall in love with a guy before but now we're still friend.I used to write a song lyric when I got a strong feelings towards something or suddenly I have the inspriration.I just hope I will got more time to write something cause I like to tell something by words more especially when something I don't know how to say it out.It will better if it combine with music cause it express the situation and feeling so real that it may have happen or will happen to anyone of us.I hope that one day I will meet someone that make me write a song lyric for him to tell him that how much I love him.