CNY feeling

After this chinese new year,i think i need start on with my plan.This few years i waste many things on other things and i think now is time for me to do the things that i like.i really love music and because of that i start to write lyrics.this cny let me know more of myself.i miss many of my frens so much.some i have meet and some don't.i just hope what i wish this year i come especially my dream towards music or acting.

A crush on someone feel

喜歡你

天天想著會再見到你嗎
而電話還靜得無聲無息
孤單中我仍呆呆傻傻
在黑暗裡面對著寂寞
好想每天夢到　和你牽手慢步
有一種甜蜜的感覺
我感覺得到　卻擁有不到
那真的讓心情沮喪
感覺已經充滿心裡　
卻開不了口
我說得多麼清楚
只願你能明白得到
想念你　想見你
想說喜歡你
我只有純情
又感到害怕
我只有真誠
又沒有哪勇氣
只因擔心拒絕害怕受傷
希望你會明瞭諒解
想念你　想見你
想說喜歡你
我好想放棄
但不想後悔
我也許單戀
卻是真心真意
會守約承諾守候夢想　（想看著你笑陪著你老）
那你會喜歡我嗎　（那你會喜歡嗎）（我喜歡了你）


This is the song lyric that I wrote when I fall in love with a guy before but now we're still friend.I used to write a song lyric when I got a strong feelings towards something or suddenly I have the inspriration.I just hope I will got more time to write something cause I like to tell something by words more especially when something I don't know how to say it out.It will better if it combine with music cause it express the situation and feeling so real that it may have happen or will happen to anyone of us.I hope that one day I will meet someone that make me write a song lyric for him to tell him that how much I love him.

feeling depress

我曾经拥有过幸福也相信这世界上是有真爱，但是我错了。我所看到的只不愉快。男人最厉害就是欺骗女人。他们只懂得去伤害深爱着他们的人。对我来说，男人都是一样。在现代要找到好男人是不可能的是。爱情这个东西只会让人痛苦，伤心，悲哀。我看不到有什么快乐，幸福，喜悦。爱情对我来说真的没有安全感和归属感。我什么都不怕，只怕再走进爱情的世界。我不想再受到伤害因为我真的觉得累，没有那么多力气去承担一切。所以，朋友和家人才是重要。

remember someone

sometimes when listen to some music i will suddenly think of someone,someone that have been important to me once.now,it's just a memory for me to keep in a place deep in my heart.